Adult task for grieving your childhood: FIND THE READING BOOK YOU (AND NO ONE ELSE) USED TO LEARN WORDS WHEN YOU ENTERED SCHOOL

MY OWN FIRST READING BOOK IN 1951 DURING MY OWN EXPERIENCES OF CHILDHOOD

THIS IS ENTERING THE WORLD OF CHILDHOOD PRIOR TO LEARNING PUNCTUATION...

VERY CRUCIAL

you will have to find yours and at least get an actual photograph to hold in your hands and LOOK at in a mental stance of contemplation employed by YOU as an adult.

http://www.tagnwag.com/forsale/dick_jane_vintage/newournewfriends56b.html

The New Our New Friends ~ Sally Dick and Jane
1951 and 1956, 2nd Book of 1st Grade

VERY GOOD CONDITION. Hard cover, 192 page. By William S. Gray, Marion Monroe, A. Sterl Artley, and May Hill Arbuthnot Illustrated by Keith Ward and Evelyn Copeland. Published by Scott, Foresman & Co. Dick, Jane, Sally, Mother, Father, Grandfather and Grandmother, Spot, Puff, Tim the bear, little Pony, and Little Quack. Stories include Mother, Father, Grandfather and Grandmother, Spot, Puff, Tim the bear, little Pony, and Little Quack, the Dark Pony story. Stories include the famous line, See Spot Run.

The English word: SELF with my own DEFINITION of my OWN CHOOSING = free will

The English word: SELF with my own DEFINITION of my OWN CHOOSING = free will

self

O.E. self, seolf, sylf "one's own person, same," from P.Gmc. *selbaz (cf. O.N. sjalfr, O.Fris. self, Du. zelf, O.H.G. selb, Ger. selbst, Goth. silba), P.Gmc. *selbaz, from PIE *sel-bho-, from base *s(w)e- "separate, apart" (see idiom).

Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth. [Alan Watts]

Self-made man first recorded 1832, Amer.Eng.

I WILL LEAVE THIS BODY BORN IN 1950 WITH LIFE EXPERTIZE ON THE following English words: passive, vocabulary, concrete, cognition and the number 4
(this is ONLY MY OWN MEANING - NO ONE ELSE'S TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND MY DIVINE CREATOR ONLY)
We each are given our own UNIQUE personal puzzles to find the lost pieces and provide self with an INTEGRATED WHOLE.

EXAMPLE:
INTEGRATED WHOLE: This is a pictorial SYMBOL of my OWN integrated whole captured in a specific and describable place in time and space by another unknown human in Denver with their own optic nerves and technology.
A finger pointing at the moon ... an ancient teaching.

This frozen moment in time is ONLY definable as:
A REMEMBRANCE 1983

INTEGRATED WHOLE MEANS: YOU





RESUME OF TECHNICAL WRITING SKILLS:
Bachelor of Science BS degree obtained: 1991
Gather's Oil and Gas Software Development Firm: (Prime and Honeywell mainframe computers) Denver, Colorado 1979-1984 employed as Technical Writer. Job Description: Preparation of technical user's manuals for specialized software developed by programs focused upon specific needs of clients in the oil and gas industry and a customer base from Texas to Canada. Layoff due to 'oil and gas bust in Denver, Colorado during mid 1980's. Masses of oil and gas professionals were out of work in the Denver area.
State of Nebraska: Registered, Licensed and Bonded Abstracter of real estate titles during 1973-1979

PHOTOGRAPH* VISUAL SYMBOL to communicate to others understanding of my own personally held meaning of the English terms at this time in 2010: CONCRETE COGNITION OF CHILDHOOD Technical writing undertaken today: December 17, 2010

TITLE: A Roman statue on the shore of the Mediterranean sea in the southern Israeli city of Ashkelon. (Amir Cohen/Reuters) CAPTION: Washington Post: Posted at 10:27 AM ET, 12/16/2010 LINK: http://voices.washingtonpost.com/blog-post/2010/12/roman_statue_rises_from_the_se.html

PHOTOGRAPH: 1839, "picture obtained by photography," coined by Sir John Herschel

photo- comb. form meaning "light" or "photographic," from Gk. photo-, comb. form of phos (gen. photos) "light," from PIE base *bha- "to shine" (see phantasm).

phantasm early 13c., fantesme, from O.Fr. fantasme, from L. phantasma "an apparition, specter," from Gk. phantasma "image, phantom," from phantazein "to make visible, display," from stem of phainein "to show," from PIE base *bha- "to shine" (cf. Skt. bhati "shines, glitters," O.Ir. ban "white, light, ray of light"). Spelling conformed to Latin from 16c.